Lately, I’ve often been suffering in silence
Maybe I’m just sensitive, or maybe it’s all an exaggeration, but life itself has felt heavy
There were moments when I was consumed by the fear that I might soon die
Trapped in a frail body, unable to do the things I wanted, only wasting time while suffering—it was unbearably frustrating
If this were a game, I would have just logged out right away…
But if I keep holding on, holding on,
and in the end simply grow old and die,
I’d like to tell myself this:
You’ve endured all the way here, against all odds…
How admirable.
